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My Worst Fear x2

What a horrible first day of school, I have yet to attend all my classes and I already have two assignments due worth a good chunk of my mark. Oh the horrors, and well it really seems as though this semester will screw me over worse then my previous semester. Everything seems to irrelevant, and I have no interest in attending any of my classes. Next year however, I have the ability to just take three required courses, and the rest are electives. Yay! So there is a positive outcome to my misery, but you know what will happen, I’ll be given the worst choices possible and my life will once again be screwed over. Er… and what upsets and grinds my gears even more is that I have to spend a good chunk of money on books I will open once and use for one assignment. It’s depressing, and I’m having difficulty finding any of the books I need in used copy. Everyone is attempting to screw me over in some way.

In other news, my life is yet again at yet another block. It seems that after this week, until my mid semester break, I’m pretty much screwed and doing nothing till the summer. I’m really hoping my family goes on vacation, since that will turn my spirits around completely. I just feel so stressed and pushed down that I’m floating in homework, work, etc. I have no “me” time anymore, and it’s really getting annoying and well.. fustrating. Yeah, I love making money, and completing university to get out of working in retail for the rest of my life, but it is quite annoying and repetitive, and sometimes I question if I should have just went to college and gained a quick degree/certificate. But who knows whats the right decision, maybe college could get me a higher paying job?

Posted by Andrea on January 5th, 2009
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It’s Not Right, Not Okay.

As I write this, I’m currently at school, bored to tears wasting time until my next class. What sucks the most about this is that everyone I know is either sleeping right now, has class or is at work. Therefore, I’m forced to spend time by myself, doing nothing at all but wasting time. It’s pretty much the same circumstance for my last couple of posts on here. I’ve been bored at school and just felt that it would be an appropriate time to update the site.

So whats occurring right now in my life? Well, not to much. Next week I begin to endure homework hell, meaning I have assignments due almost all the time from that week until the end of November (Whoa, now doesn’t that sound awesome? ). I also have a couple web design orders I need to complete but I should not take too long with those. So I shall be busy in the next coming weeks, but on Fridays I will probably have the opportunity to post here and inform you/make you aware of my hectic schedule.

In other news, I’ve realized that I have a weird attraction with man-whore’s. I find that every guy I like is a whore, meaning they’ve either slept around, dated way more people that I have fingers and toes or their just really easy. My friends and I coined the term since we’ve all had the same issue and well, it’s quite possibly the best way to describe them haha. Although, I do not understand what makes me attracted to them, but it’s beginning to annoy me. I need to change my system and avoid the man-whores.. somehow. Well, I can still glance over, but no connections can be made, distance must be kept haha.

Well, to end this post, I think you all should leave me recommendations for some good music. Any kind, I need some diversity.

Posted by Andrea on September 26th, 2008
Posted in Anger, Loves, Music, Offline, School | 4 Comments »

Woah, Woah Woah!

So life has pretty much thrown me a hell of a lot of curveballs this week and this year. I swear, 2008 = Worst Year Ever for me to say the least. My uncle died, wallet got stolen/lost (but later returned), Avenged Sevenfold cancelled, I felt like the oldest person at a Panic at the Disco concert, still not rich and I still am attending university. I really wish I could just win the lottery and live life freely! I would still finish school, but then I could buy my way through life. I already have a set list of things I would do in my head and hopefully they will be carried through at some point in my life. Haha. I’m not the kind of girl planning my wedding, instead I plan my spending! Woot! Also, I have serious issues with marriage. I feel as though every time I saw I do not want anything elaborate or want hundreds of guests, my mom gets mad. She’s beginning to drive me nuts since I’m not going to change my mind. I hate weddings their always so boring and I would rather have something exclusive so I can spend a lot on the people I love the most. Yuck,  now I’m rambling.

In other news, I did some more Wordpress orders, wo-hoo! I prefer coding then making layouts these days since each time I open up Photoshop, I think in my head… you should be practicing Flash for school. I like hate Flash, it’s just so much to take in and its like php coding, a pain in the ass. But yeah, I really try to steer clear however with practice I probably will begin to like the software.

 I baked vanilla cupcakes on Thursday that came out amazing. I’m really starting to become a vanilla cupcake girl! Theirs something about chocolate cupcakes and my oven that just don’t go as good. Also, I perfected a good icing for cupcakes, it’s my own secret blend since all the recipes I get online for icing always make it way too sweet. So yeah, mine comes out just right! And today I’m in the process of making a Red Velvet Cake (hypocritical?), it sunk though.. since I’m an idiot and placed it in a cool environment too soon.  Thats all for now.

Posted by Andrea on September 20th, 2008
Posted in Anger, Baking, Concerts, Offline, School | 1 Comment »