My Worst Fear x2
What a horrible first day of school, I have yet to attend all my classes and I already have two assignments due worth a good chunk of my mark. Oh the horrors, and well it really seems as though this semester will screw me over worse then my previous semester. Everything seems to irrelevant, and I have no interest in attending any of my classes. Next year however, I have the ability to just take three required courses, and the rest are electives. Yay! So there is a positive outcome to my misery, but you know what will happen, I’ll be given the worst choices possible and my life will once again be screwed over. Er… and what upsets and grinds my gears even more is that I have to spend a good chunk of money on books I will open once and use for one assignment. It’s depressing, and I’m having difficulty finding any of the books I need in used copy. Everyone is attempting to screw me over in some way.
In other news, my life is yet again at yet another block. It seems that after this week, until my mid semester break, I’m pretty much screwed and doing nothing till the summer. I’m really hoping my family goes on vacation, since that will turn my spirits around completely. I just feel so stressed and pushed down that I’m floating in homework, work, etc. I have no “me” time anymore, and it’s really getting annoying and well.. fustrating. Yeah, I love making money, and completing university to get out of working in retail for the rest of my life, but it is quite annoying and repetitive, and sometimes I question if I should have just went to college and gained a quick degree/certificate. But who knows whats the right decision, maybe college could get me a higher paying job?
